Evicted

Yesterday I got evicted from my very spacious and private office to a much smaller office next to everyone and right in front of the door so the new subtenants can move in next week. Anyway, my computer was damaged in the moving process and the computer doctor said my hard drive was completely destroyed.

First thing I thought – GOODIE, I WONT HAVE ANY PICTURES OF MY EX IN MY WORK COMPUTER ANYMORE. God is good with me. J

The teenager who helped me moved my office helped stomped a CD replete with my vacation pictures that had lots of pictures of my ex. Cool Teen stomped it a few times! He was wearing his steel tip boots so it really destroyed that CD. Cool Teen helped me transfer the items that my ex recently sent me full of lingerie and the lingerie I gave him that still had tags on them and all of it untouched! That box was over 10 lbs full of stuff. He sure did not want any reminders of me for his new girl to see. Imagine Frederick of Hollywood’s line of sexy black wear – all brand new – at least hundreds worth plus untouched Kama Sutra oils that I bought and countless stuff – all brand new. I wrote him an email saying I prefer to have his little dog tear this shit up. I wont wear this for anyone. I wont sell it either – might bring bad karma to the wearer – I am not that mean.

All my other breakups have been very amicable and we are still friends in most cases.

This is my first breakup EVER in my life that was extremely painful. I would have preferred an entire dental root canals with no anesthesia whatsoever – that would have been less pain. The other relationships – come and go. That is life, but once the word Love is thrown in the mix – it changes the complexity of the mixture. Makes it more viscous and harder to remove – at least for the cleanup crew.

He made me wait 2 hours in the total deluge last week and never showed up or had the courtesy to call. He was supposed to give me my stuff and the Claddagh ring I gave him during our commitment ceremony. Since he used to be so reliable, I thought he was stuck in traffic. The sky was crying as much as I was.

So it is time for me to move on and get over this painful chapter of my life. Maybe I learned an important lesson – DON’T LOVE.